LOSE IT ALL

I tried to be someone
Feelings that i left behind
Tried to take it
Before you're mine
Now we must go
Can't be someone else
Lost in nothing
This time we lose it all
Now- I tried to be someone
I fucking hate you - Feelings that I left Behind
You - Tried to take it
Said you loved me- Before you're mine
Hell - Now we must go
Freezes over - Can't be someone else
The sun - Lost in nothing
Goes supernova - This time we lose it all
Now we must go
Can't be someone else
Lost in nothing
This time we lose it all

Hurt

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way